Once upon a time, there was Peace.
There were good times and randily-drunk brews.
There was...Nothing.
The Nothing has returned.
There was a "goodboy" and there was Silence.
The Nothing has returned.
[cue V. Price, cackling]
Have you ever heard the phrase, "Between a rock and a hard place"?
Me either.
I'd like to be a rock, but I am just a frail human man, warts and all.
There *is* no game. Everything is as serious as a heart attack.
I have Faih, but my Faith is splintered.
I love God and I know he loves me...for whatever reason.
[If the sheriff tells you to jump, you jump; he holds the cards.]
Then again, if God looks at me, he'll see my good. Do ya know?
Have you ever heard of the "tortured artist"?
***
My gun snucked him clearly in his left temple. It--the gun--is a .45, a big gun. He died. His name was James Oliver. The left side of his skull was dented, in a way. Someone else did it to him. I'd not had the power.
***
Someone had stolen my gun.
***
My gun? The death weapon? It'd been stolen.
***
thru feudal fielded flecks we froom.... anger is at no premium; i hate it; it sucks. there is a jank-o-lantern. see it Fire! i rest. thru feudal frocks...we hide.
***
I asked him straight-out: you take my gun?
***
"Who died?"
I said, "Jummy? James Oliver? He died."
"Jummy was a piece of shit." Allen stretched out his six-six frame. He lit a Pall Mall. He cleared his throat. He made it known, non-verbally, that he has no idea of Jummy's demise. Al sent mucus flying.
"Al," said I, "I do believe you're full of shit. The party was done. man! Only you knew where my gun was!"
3 comments:
Patch your faith back together, Adam. There's rebuilding to do and having faith you can do it will act as a springboard. And every day, you can look back and say, "Damn straight, I did it," and that faith will grow and strengthen. It will take time, but you have it and you're very fucking worth it. I have faith in you.
i agree with melissa. time to start putting it back together.you are definately more than worth it. we know you can do it. now, convince yourself. life has so much good to share with you.
Whoops! Been a while since I've been on this...computer,
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